Hello all. I finally updated. It’s amazing, I know. I actually put up a new layout too. I like it a lot. I hope you guys do too. I did it a while back, but have been really busy and haven’t had time to put it up until now. That’s about all in site news for now.
As far as other things, they have been good I guess. Well, let me try that again, things are finally getting better after being really not so great. My boyfriend of two years and I ended our relationship. We have been together on and off for awhile now, and have decided to call it quits for good. Well, I have decided to call it quits for good. He can’t make up his mind and won’t commit to me. He wants to date other people but doesn’t want me to date other people, which is ridiculous if you ask me.
He decided he wanted to take a break a few weeks ago and has been dating another girl. At first he lied to me about it, and then told me the truth. Since then I have started seeing someone else as well, and have decided that I can do better than my ex. Even though it’s not really doing better, it’s about being treated better, and I need that.
I can’t take the uncertainty anymore. It was driving me crazy, so I called it off. I need to focus on school right now and on me. This is my senior year of college and I need to focus on that. I have a lot going on and don’t need to be worried about a relationship that isn’t even working for me anymore. I have to do this for me, even though it is hard.
My ex will always be very important to me. I loved him very much, and a part of me will always care about him deeply, but I don’t think I’m in love with him anymore. Wow, that’s weird to say. It just sort of came out. That’s the first time I’ve really admitted that, even to myself.
I am now dating someone else, and right now that’s really good. It’s till really new, and nothing has really been decided and right now it’s too new to be very serious, but I’m happy. He makes me laugh and smile, and its fun to be with him. To me, that means a lot right now.
So, as I said, things have sucked, but I’m moving away form that, and things are getting much better for me, thank goodness. Anyway, that’s all I have to say for now. I’m hungry and need to get some food. Until next time, take care. 
April 23, 2006
Hello all! Wow, it’s been so long since I’ve updated. I have been meaning to for the longest time, but then just haven’t. School has been keeping me so busy. I haven’t meant to be neglecting my site at all, it just happened. So anyway, sorry about that. Moving on.
Things have been going well for me, pretty much anyway. My classes are going well, especially my photo class, it’s just hectic. The class is crazy. I have so much to do all the time. Thank god this semester is over in two weeks. To bad I’m taking summer classes too, so I only get like 8 days off, then I have to start classes again. Oh well. I only have a year and a semester left after that, and then I’m done. I will finally be a college graduate. I’m excited and scared at the same time. I mean, after college I actually have to get a job and join the real world. It’s a little overwhelming. I’ve been in school for so long, and I’m not sure what to do now, but I’m sure I’ll figure it out.
Otherwise, things are well, kinda. I did break my finger last weekend, so that sucks. I was letting my dog outside, and there was another dog in my yard. I had my dog by the collar, and she got all excited. She pulled me down and my finger got caught under her collar. It bent sideways, and now it’s fractured. It really hurts, and I have to wear a splint for two weeks, then go back, have more x-rays and then go through physical therapy to get it moving again. Fun stuff. 
So, besides that, things are good. The ex is out of my life now, which is for the best, and I’m dating someone new. It’s going really well so far. We haven’t been together that long, but he’s so sweet, and we get along great. Plus, not only is he also a student, but he’s a design student, so he understands the whole school thing. I’ve never had that before, and it’s really nice. I met him a long time ago, because we had a class together, but we lost touch. Well, we ran into each other on campus recently, and have been hanging out ever since. I’m really happy, and that’s what matters. That’s all I’m going to say for now. I don’t want to jinx it.
So anyway, that’s about all that’s been going on with me. I should go for now. I need to get back to studying. Wish me luck on finals. I promise to update again soon. Until then, take care everyone.
January 4, 2006
Wow, it has been a long time since I’ve wrote here. So much has been going on that I have been neglecting my site a bit. Huh, where should I start?
I guess I’ll start out by saying that I am now single again. I decided that it’s best for me right now. I liked the guy I was dating but wasn’t in love with him and didn’t want to hurt him, so I broke it off for now. I am now dating a few guys, and it’s been cool. There is one that I really like that I met last week, but who knows. We have hung out twice and it was great, and now I’m waiting for him to call me. I hope he does but if not I will be fine. Either way, it’s fun and exciting to be dating and meeting new people. It’s been a long time for me.
Otherwise, classes start on Monday. I am not sure if I’m ready, but sure I’ll be fine. I have had some serious problems with my schedule and registration and that sucked. I wasn’t even registered until today but I scheduled my classes a month ago. There was a computer glitch and it screwed me big time. I will now be getting my financial aid way late, well about a week and a half after classes start, which is not cool. I have to start classes without my books and all that. Plus, I’m super broke so rent is going to be late and I have to take out an emergency loan through school to pay me cell phone bill. I will have no money to live off of for the next week or so, which sucks. My parents are going to help me all they can, which will help.
Also, my car broke down on New Year’s Eve. The exhaust was screwed and had to be completely replaced. It cost almost $300. My dad paid for it, thank goodness. I would have not been able to pay for it or drive my car either. I’m just so glad it’s fixed.
That brings me to New Year’s. It was ok, but not great. I went to two parties, ran into my ex at one, and that was weird, and then went to a bar. It was fine, but then this weird guy started following me around and kept trying to kiss me and feel me up. It was awkward and weird. My friend ended up getting into a fight with him and he and my friend got kicked out. That pretty much ended our night, well except the guy that I liked picked me up form the bar and we hung out until the next day which was nice. That was the only good part of my evening.
Then today I came home and heard water running in my apartment when I walked in. It turns out that the neighbor’s pipes burst and water ran into our apartment form theirs. It flooded our bathroom and my room. Water was all over my bed. It sucked. Now two of my ceiling tiles fell down and have to be replaced and my wall behind my bed has to be re-painted. It is a big pain. It took all day to clean up. No fun at all.
I really hope that the New Year is going to get better for me. I am hoping that all of the bad is out of the way for awhile at least and now I will have a great year form here on out. A girl can hope anyway. So, wish me luck on that and until next time, take care and hope you are having a better 2006 so far than I am.
December 11, 2005
Uh. It has been such a busy weekend. It was fun, but now I am so tired. I went out with my friends on Friday. It was nothing to eventful really. We just went to our usual places and drank too much. It was ok, but nothing that great.
Last night I went to a Christmas party with the guy I’m dating. It was for his work. It was ok. Then, two of my friends were celebrating their birthdays last night. I went to their little parties at two different bars. It ended up being a lot of fun. I saw people I haven’t seen in a while, which was really cool. It was nice to have a change from the norm.
Today I am just so tired though. Hangovers suck so much. I really need to quit drinking. It can be fun, but it is getting old. I mean, I’m not getting any younger and it seems that the older I get the worse my hangovers get. So today I feel awful. I just don’t want to move at all. Oh well, at least it’s Sunday and I get by with that.
So, on that note I am going to go back to being lazy. I will write again soon, promise.
December 7, 2005
I am just felling blah today. Not sure why really. It could be due to the fact that I have been sick for the past week. Until today I could barely talk at all. My voice is finally coming back a little but not as much as I would like. I started losing it Friday night. I have been coughing and sneezing since then too. I get sick every year as soon as the weather changes and I guess this year is obviously no different.
Oh well, at least I am almost done with classes for this semester. I just finished my last paper and I have one more class then my final and I’m done. I then have a three week break before next semester starts. That should be nice, even though this semester has kinda been like one, long break since I am only taking two classes. Next semester will be different, thank god. I have had enough sitting around doing nothing with my time. I feel like such a lazy bastard right now. Oh well, that will change soon.
As far as site news, I don’t have a lot. I haven’t added much new, just fixed links and such. I have added a few cliques and fanlistings, but that’s about it. I am planning to add some new content soon, but who knows. I will try.
I guess that’s about it for now. I am off to eat and take a shower. So, see ya.